Mighty to Save

"It's going to be okay".  Tage repeats lines from movies/lines from songs at times I know God is "speaking" through a boy who can't yet speak. We've had Finding Nemo to communicate God's powerful truths, and now there's the classic movie Pinnochio.  Pinnochio just wanted to be a real boy.  Tage is being denied "real boy" life right now, but it's all there, underneath everything.

"Prove yourself brave, truthful, and unselfish, and someday, you will be a real boy." The Blue Fairy

My dear friend noticed disturbing behaviors and a blank look overcoming her 6 year old son which caused great concern.  After a lot of prayer and counsel she pulled him out of school.  Her declaration after a heartbreaking display of defiance was, "my boy is back."

I will say that someday.  I do however have a new normal with my son.  My new normal is not being able to connect with him on a deeper level.  I am being denied knowing what he thinks, how he feels.  I know he likes pancakes, and cheeseburger with french fries.  But what scares him?  Does he like ....(ok I just have to digress, I just glanced at the TV and there was another motorcycle with a Victory logo on the side of it, remember my last post?  Wow thank you Lord).  It is deperessing to lament, so I just move forward.  I am starting Tage on a new supplement regimine.  3 new supplements to be exact.  I am currently giving and only in posession of 1 out of 3.  Detox.  3 drops in the morning, along with all the others I mix in his pancakes.  I buy 2 boxes at a time I go through them so fast.  I like the multi grain mix from Trader Joes. 

I was on my knees at 2 different prayer groups praying for Tage.  One of the women said a song was coming to her mind as she thought about Tage.  Mighty to Save.

At the other prayer group, again on our knees, my friend said, a song is coming to my mind...( I was tempted to freak her out and start singing the song mighty to save, I just knew it was probably the same song).  Yep, Mighty to Save.

 

Comments

[sara prutow]

praying along side you for your sweet tagey boy

[Dara Cadam]

Thank you for sharing Leenie! Love reading your posts. Mighty to Save was playing when Chad was baptised in January- LOVE that song and will now thing of Tage when I hear it. I will continue to pray for the day that you can say "my boy is back!"
xoxo D.